Result Day

Im not really sure whether I should be happy or sad with the results.I thought Im going to failed ! But still 'A' is consider as a PASS.I tired my best. At exam time i was broken.bcuz of my car accident and my breakup. My mind didnt worked properly for that 2 reason. So i dont feel that bad . Still i am feel not good either. I broke up with my gf before my math exam . I suck at math .I thought i will get A+ . but i got -A in math. Shit man why me ????? .I know I can get a better marks than that...

SO I AM WAITING FOR MY NEXT RESULT DAY. AND HOPE THAT I WILL DO BETTER NEXT TIME .
Now i am feeling empty . So BYEbye for now .

My Immortal

Dedicated to Lamia Israt

My Immortal
By EVANESCENCE

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

*In Memory of old Lamia Israt*
I will miss you very much for the rest of my life.........

Ramadhan Mubarak

So now 23nd August is officially the first day of Ramadhan where all the Muslim have to fast for a whole months:) Its compulsory for all of them and its one of the Five Pillars of Islam..

This is just a review about my 1st day of Ramadhan okay?So it would be 23nd whole day story

I slept and slept and slept....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I wake up at 10.00am.Then i went to b.city to collect some information about new guitar and amp.Then i visit farm gate to buy some new glasses for me . i buy 2 glasses for me . then i come back home . At 3.00 pm i meet with some friends of mine. again i come back home at 5.30 then i slept and slept . i woke up at iffter time .

Besides I dont feel the '' Ramadhan'' maybe because of the time goes too fast or maybe im going though hell . I still love u hot pie . i dont know why , but i still love u :( :'( :'(

Nothing interesting accident happened today.I love the song from Evanescence ,My Immortal (Acoustic).Its a gorgeous song.I keep sing it all the time *big smile.

Anyway I got to go now .So Byebye, tata ;)

Alive

Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being being yourself
That's more than enough

Woww I feel so incredible,confident and strong enough.I never feel like this before.I need to change.I will do some changes with myself,my attitude.I feel great!I just realized before this I keep my feeling down and now I know I have to be happy,fun and enjoy while Im alive!

About me

You should know these things about me.
Im not that type of boy that try to stole your gf or your friends.
Im just an ordinary boy who always want to be the best for all his friends and family.
I will never cheat on somebody without any though reason,never.
Im a boy that have my own personality and attitude.
I will never hurt a person's heart,Never.
Im a bad boy at some part*evil laugh.Grrrr
Friends,I do appreciate all my friends.I would do everything for them,Yes I do.Friends means a lot to me.I will feel the hurt when I realised that have lose one of them.
I would do anything for the person that I love because I just want to see they happy even i know it will hurts me:)



Enemy,I dont hate people , yeah i got some enemy ?
Relatives,of course they are apart of me.
My past time,I absolutely hate my past time especially my love story and i know ive got to stand and walk forward towards my future.
Ambition,I dont really know what I want to be soon.I love music,Designing stuff and Science.Thinking I want to be a fashion designer or Idk-.-
What else uh?I think tht's it I just wanna say.Im bored actually.Oh hell yahhh,By the way Please Please Please dont judge me if you dont know me.Thanks for the read.Tata For Now:)

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU
why?

because I cant even stop thinking of you all the time

&

I keep loving you more&more for every seconds of my life

i love you until forever

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Empty

I feel empty. I sit and think for nothing,absolutely nothing. Apart of me always be at the bad side. Another half is on the right side. Evrything's breaking into pieces. Nothing much more to say.My life has been upside down. No one can understand me. This part will be a very difficult part for me. Big challenge is waiting for me.I have to be strong to get it over. I have to. I am strong right?I am. But how Im gonna change my life while inside of me is breaking to each other. I dont need to tell this to anyone or explain what's happening to me. I will be okay.

Love Is

Love is when hearing his name makes you smile. Love is when seeing her smile makes you smile. Love is when just the thought of her makes you smile, and you find yourself smiling for no reason at all.

Love is when you go to sleep thinking about her, and when she's the first thought that crosses your mind in the morning. Love is when every song, and everything you do reminds you of her.

Love is when every time you sign on, your heart skips a beat. Love is when every time you talk to her, she says something that makes you smile from the inside, and most of all, love is when you would do anything just to spend a day, an hour, or a minute with her.

Love is when on those days that you feel like ending it all, the only thing that keeps you going is waiting for her call.

Yes I feel all of that baby.Im crazy and obsessed with you.Im afraid to lose you because I know I cant life without you.You are my everything .and u know that i love you ..............................