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Just I dont know


IS IT HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION?
Why its only me to be hurt of something that doesnt matter?
Why I feel so invisible? Like I am no one.
Try to accept the way I am.
Enough is enough I know you cant changed it anymore
It takes time,yeahhhhh it takes such a long longg time
Its unfair you know
Before this I try to hide it from you because I dont want to hurt your feellings,not AT ALL
But when I think about it again,I have to think about my own feelings too
I dont know why I felt like you treat the other much better than me
Its not about the place in your heart
Just I dont know sometimes I felt like
Im just a toy for you
Hmph
I told you everything that I feel
But
U .............
=___________________=

Sometimes I feel So Alone



I feel so alone
and Im afraid to know what will happen on my future
Im not afraid of my death
but Im afraid if one day i will lose the person that I love the most
its hurt when I think about it
Why must I feel all this shits even I already got a gf?
A suit girlfriend which can make me happy
But I still feel so incomplete :s

Don't you forget about me


They say love is just a game
They say time can heal the pain
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose
And I guess I?m just a fool, I keep holding on to you

I told you once you were the one
You know that I?d die for you
Although it hurts to see you go
Oh, this time you should know, I won't try to stop you

Don?t you forget about me, baby
Don?t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go?

So you try to fake a smile
You don?t wanna break my heart
I can see that you're afraid
But baby it?s to late, ?coz I?m already dying

Don?t you forget about me, baby
Don?t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go?

Don?t you forget about me, baby
Don?t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go?
Why did I let you go?

Don?t you forget about me, baby
No, don?t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go?
Why did I let you go?

Wherever I go, I won?t forget about you, no, no, no
Wherever you go, don?t you forget about me

Im So fuckup



IM SO FUCKED UP
AND I FEEL SO SHIT RIGHT NOW
I hate everytime I think about myself
cs it will ruin my mood

Im just a pathetic person that ever live in this earth
I am alone in this F life
Im wondering why my life become like this
Just cant stand anymore and yeah I feel so depressed
Yes I got everything but those thing doesnt mean anything to me ?
I just want to shoot myself right on my head and die
My life is just a #@$#$#@#

I am Thinking


youre growing older honey but my love for you wont be as old as your age ! Remember that haha
Wait ! I want to imagine for a couple of seconds how your face will looks like after 40years old?OH MY GOD,bet you will look like errrrr?LOL joke joke :]


Realized that I have to study more than focusing my mind to Music and Facebook.I tried so hard but seems like I cant changed my mind from thinking and keep on playing guitar.My god@.@

The new me


Im not gonna play with that game again,NO NO it just..really wrong
I shouldnt do that to those person that I love
I dont want to hurt their feelings again and again
Im just afraid and really afraid of something,I dont feel like wanna tell this to anybody
REALLY DONT WANT TO
hm

Im changing to be a better person
Be more matured and think like an adult
That's me
If u dont like it,I totally dont give a shit :)

NO AIR


Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air ...

If I
Should die
Before
I wake,
Its cause
You took
My breath
Away.
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here,
Alone,
Didn't want
To leave.
My heart won't move,
It's incomplete.
Wish there
Was a way
That I can make you to understand,

But How,
Do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you,
Its so hard for me to breathe.

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live, can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
There's No Air ,No Air.
Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gon' be without me.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe.
Its No Air No Air.
No air air
No air air
No air air
No air air

I Walked,
I Ran,
I Jumped,
I Flew,
Right off the ground,
To float to you.
There's no gravity,
To hold me down,
For real.

But Somehow
I'm still alive inside.
You took my breath,
But I survived.
I don't know how,
But I don't even care.

So How,
Do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you,
Its so hard for me to breathe.

Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
Its No Air No Air.
Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gon' be without me.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
There's No Air No Air
No air air
No air air


Its No Air No Air
Heyyy..

No Aiiiiiir


Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
There's No Air No Air.
Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gon' be without me.
If you ain't here I just can't breathe.
There's No Air No Air.
Do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you,
I'ts so hard for me to breathe.

Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
It's No Air No Air.

Got me out here in the water so deep.

Tell me how you gon' be without me.

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe.

There's No Air No Air
No air air .

I Feel Shit


I feel shit
Its freaking crap!
Im hurt and apart of me is missing someone so much :((

Currently I have nothing to say


I feel so crap like seriously ...
I feel so tense with nothing F it ...
Im looking forward for the annul xm (Grrr)

Why I feel so hurt???

Brokenhearted


Nothing happened.Still depressed

YES IM DEPRESSED that's why Im away and Im trying to find my better life.I hate my life to be honest and I hate myself.I miss the old me,I dont know why I changed to this F person :-s I absolutely changed to the opposite ''me''.Dont ask me what happened,please dont be a busybody person.

Deep inside my heart,I am alone with my empty heart.Even as you can see that I got LOTS of friends who never be there for me.Thanks guys you guys are so dramatic

Im sick and Im fedup with those people now days.Im giving up on everything.Goodbye

plz=why can't she be just like you?and please talk to me,dont ignored me like that.You make me feel more SHITS than ever Hmph

Falling for you


Apart of me is missing you and falling for you day by days but I try not to
cos I know we're nothing now...
Im happy with my life,Im not gonna back to my memories
I love my honey, I wont leave her alone
I promise that,she's the most great person Ive ever had xoxoxo

Eid Mubarak


First of all I want to wish all of you Eid Mubarak,Im sorry If I had done something wrong with you guys :)People make mistakes aite?So yeah Im sorry:)

Goodbye Ramadhan :(


wow people are going back to their hometown starting this evening/night

Im surely will be missing each of you,
I will having my stupid weekends like usual,Oh Im so sad man!Why cant I feel any beat of happiness here?Bored,damn it I should sleep right now its almost 3am,but I cant

Besides kinda excited at the moment because tomorrow will be our last fasting in Ramadhan WOW WOW.

Oh dear cant believe time flies through just like that.My Ramadhan was so boring seriously i didnt do good things in this month or reading.I just having my life like the other month.Hm Im going to miss Ramadhan so much :'(..

bye for now....

Result Day


Im not really sure whether I should be happy or sad with the results.I thought Im going to failed ! But still 'A' is consider as a PASS.I tired my best. At exam time i was broken.bcuz of my car accident and my breakup. My mind didnt worked properly for that 2 reason. So i dont feel that bad . Still i am feel not good either. I broke up with my gf before my math exam . I suck at math .I thought i will get A+ . but i got -A in math. Shit man why me ????? .I know I can get a better marks than that...

SO I AM WAITING FOR MY NEXT RESULT DAY. AND HOPE THAT I WILL DO BETTER NEXT TIME .
Now i am feeling empty . So BYEbye for now .


My Immortal


Dedicated to Lamia Israt

My Immortal

By EVANESCENCE

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

*In Memory of old Lamia Israt*
I will miss you very much for the rest of my life
.........

Ramadhan Mubarak


So now 23nd August is officially the first day of Ramadhan where all the Muslim have to fast for a whole months:) Its compulsory for all of them and its one of the Five Pillars of Islam..

This is just a review about my 1st day of Ramadhan okay?So it would be 23nd whole day story

I slept and slept and slept....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I wake up at 10.00am.Then i went to b.city to collect some information about new guitar and amp.Then i visit farm gate to buy some new glasses for me . i buy 2 glasses for me . then i come back home . At 3.00 pm i meet with some friends of mine. again i come back home at 5.30 then i slept and slept . i woke up at iffter time .
Besides I dont feel the '' Ramadhan'' maybe because of the time goes too fast or maybe im going though hell . I still love u hot pie . i dont know why , but i still love u :( :'( :'(
Nothing interesting accident happened today.I love the song from Evanescence ,My Immortal (Acoustic).Its a gorgeous song.I keep sing it all the time *big smile.

Anyway I got to go now .So Byebye, tata ;)

Alive



Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being being yourself
That's more than enough

Woww I feel so incredible,confident and strong enough.I never feel like this before.I need to change.I will do some changes with myself,my attitude.I feel great!I just realized before this I keep my feeling down and now I know I have to be happy,fun and enjoy while Im alive!

About me


You should know these things about me.
Im not that type of boy that try to stole your gf or your friends.
Im just an ordinary boy who always want to be the best for all his friends and family.
I will never cheat on somebody without any though reason,never.
Im a boy that have my own personality and attitude.
I will never hurt a person's heart,Never.
Im a bad boy at some part*evil laugh.Grrrr
Friends,I do appreciate all my friends.I would do everything for them,Yes I do.Friends means a lot to me.I will feel the hurt when I realised that have lose one of them.
I would do anything for the person that I love because I just want to see they happy even i know it will hurts me:)



Enemy
,I dont hate people , yeah i got some enemy ?
Relatives,of course they are apart of me.
My past time,I absolutely hate my past time especially my love story and i know ive got to stand and walk forward towards my future.
Ambition,I dont really know what I want to be soon.I love music,Designing stuff and Science.Thinking I want to be a fashion designer or Idk-.-
What else uh?I think tht's it I just wanna say.Im bored actually.Oh hell yahhh,By the way Please Please Please dont judge me if you dont know me.Thanks for the read.Tata For Now:)

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU
why?

because I cant even stop thinking of you all the time

&

I keep loving you more&more for every seconds of my life

i love you
until forever

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Empty

I feel empty. I sit and think for nothing,absolutely nothing. Apart of me always be at the bad side. Another half is on the right side. Evrything's breaking into pieces. Nothing much more to say.My life has been upside down. No one can understand me. This part will be a very difficult part for me. Big challenge is waiting for me.I have to be strong to get it over. I have to. I am strong right?I am. But how Im gonna change my life while inside of me is breaking to each other. I dont need to tell this to anyone or explain what's happening to me. I will be okay.

Love Is


Love is when hearing his name makes you smile. Love is when seeing her smile makes you smile. Love is when just the thought of her makes you smile, and you find yourself smiling for no reason at all.

Love is when you go to sleep thinking about her, and when she's the first thought that crosses your mind in the morning. Love is when every song, and everything you do reminds you of her.

Love is when every time you sign on, your heart skips a beat.
Love is when every time you talk to her, she says something that makes you smile from the inside, and most of all, love is when you would do anything just to spend a day, an hour, or a minute with her.

Love is when on those days that you feel like ending it all, the only thing that keeps you going is waiting for her call.

Yes I feel all of that baby.Im crazy and obsessed with you.Im afraid to lose you because I know I cant life without you.You are my everything .and u know that i love you ..............................
 
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